Q8- You said you are living 3 lives, which one makes you feel real and comfortable?
Since I was a kid I loved to write, I never was able to face someone and apologize to them directly, I was a troublemaker kid, and when I wanted to apologize to my mother or my sisters I always used to write a letter for them, I expressed myself openly there and I used a very unique way that made them forgive me LOL!
I loved to write ‘cause writing was like a game, like playing with words , somehow like puzzles and I love puzzles so much, but with time and when I had to focus on what they want me to be or how I should act to be loved I had to bury my dream and my passion, for them it was so boring so I was feeling ashamed, especially when my literature teacher in high school found inside my notebook a poem I wrote about love, and he was reading it out loud then everyone started to laugh and they were making fun of me saying shit like “ who’s that baby kid that you are writing about?” but I truly wasn’t writing about anyone, we were at that time studying about old love poetry and I was thinking that their writings were way too blur and hard to understand and it makes us feel lost until our desire of reading fades away ‘cause they used a very hard metaphors, so I wanted to write something more bright and modern , but after that I was doubting myself and I had to live as someone I never loved or accepted, now that I left everything behind (it’s been years now), I revived the real me, and held my dream tightly and started to chase it, PYG is the real me, I feel more comfortable being doomed in PYG’s world away from all the pressure outside as a worker, and away from the pressure of being a perfect daughter or sister where I have also to use my fake ‘I'm okay’ to not worry those who love me more than anything in this life, when I'm on my own I do art, I’m a natural born artist, even when I take care of myself I do it with passion as if I'm painting something precious. So yeah I love being PYG and only PYG. -PYG's Whisper
Q9- Do you think that you released your dream or not yet? And what is PYG’s biggest goal or dream?
I can’t say yes, but i'd say I'm so proud of my achievements, my name is everywhere, my poems are loved, my voice is heard, I’ve been called a queen of emotion, a role model, an inspiration , being PYG helped me understand the world better, ‘cause I emotionally lived everyone’s experiences as if it was mine, so I learned with you and from you , I got this big chance to share my experiences with young people, inspire them to move on, to believe in love and to love themselves first .
You gotta understand, that to be an artist you don’t need to take off your clothes and sign with a big agency, being an artist is being able to give something helpful to those who’re seeing hope within you! I realized that money isn’t richness, and success isn’t countable, that satisfaction is quality not quantity, that’s how I started to enjoy fully and deeply my art, not comparing myself to others but comparing my achievements to my initial goals that I was setting for myself when I wanted to start this journey, and keep on working hard to reach my very own meaning of success! I don’t count my followers I don’t cry over my unfollowers, little is already too much, and since being an artist was my dream no matter how it’s turning out now, hardships, hate and struggles I'm happy with it, I’m an artist with meaningful mission so I'm proudly introducing myself now everywhere I go as PYG’s Whisper , the poet and the slam poetry artist ^^
Now my biggest goal is to release my first poetry book..I’ll surely make it happen. ^.* -PYG's Whisper
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