3 am in the morning
Everybody is sleeping
Some of them are snoring 
Maybe others are boozing
And the rest making out and moaning
Conclusion, everyone’s enjoying this night
Doing this doing that
Everybody is busy somehow 
Only me lying on this 30 years old sofa
Listening to 90s boring música 
And drinking my 3rd bottle of cola
Conclusion again, my prosaic life bores me to tears 
Dear TV,
Why don’t these couples within you break up?
They brawl everyday
I don’t understand how they can have 4 children?
Are they fucking human or am I an alien?
Come sit with me and tell me the story
Of those girls that you call sexy dolly 
I’ve bought a million mirrors
But they all shattered before uttering a damn thing to me
My friends always stick that winkey on my empty yellow smiley 
They say mine is so freaking spooky
Honesty I do adore seeing my body wearing
That pinky booty they call cutie pouty
Because no one cares either I look nasty or shapely
I’m neither sad nor mad
I’m not jealous but I’m completely pooped 
Sick of acting in several movies in one day
I admit that I’m a phony actress
And an unpretty liar
I don’t hate myself but I don’t like it anyway
I’m not blaming you but I can’t get over you 
I wish I could turn back time and try to be good for you
One more chance to look prettier than her
One more chance to act cuter than her
Please say it wasn’t my fault

If today I’m replaced by her
Please help me shut down this voice

Of guiltiness deep in my heart
I’m begging you to give me one last chance to be better than her
But I can see your beautiful smile

Smacking your mouth when you look at her 
Yes I know you’re living happily now ‘cause of her
So I'm dying to Ctrl C ~ Ctrl V her,
I'm craving to try her up, eat her up

To feel her, touch her and suck her gravity just to be her 
‘Cause she is the one I should’ve been to make you stay 
And I’m the one you shouldn’t have met from the start 

Guess that all my sacrifices were banned from your vision

That's why i'm introverting collecting guilt and frustration