Sometimes we talk without thinking

Sometimes we give without counting

And sometimes we wait for something

That’s only skin deep,

Love is beautiful that’s what novels say

Love is painful that’s what my core felt

But between my pain and their beauty

There’s a huge mountain

A thorny path that we had to cross

I’m not ready for love

I don’t really know if it’s a silly excuse

That I’m giving you to push you away

Or my heart’s still stuck in the same sick highway

That leads nowhere

What can I do if my depth is worn out?

What would you do to these unhealed scars?

I’m so tired lost in this moment collecting sores and regrets

I want to cry but there’s a drought in my eyes

I want to escape but I have no place to go

I wish I could erase him from the story of my life

I need to move on and live with you another fairytale

But why it’s always easy to be caged in love’s town

And it’s so damn hard to break its walls down

The more you hold onto me the more I feel chocked

You say you will save me but why your presence makes me scared

The feeling you gave me was so strong

That my heart couldn’t absorb

And it threatened his memories

That I'm treasuring within my bones

Don’t touch my body where he used to do

Don’t try to kiss me the way he used to do

I said I’m not ready for love?

Cos I'm still living under his canvas

And I do believe we still move in the same exalted circles

Since we’re alive

There’s never a vanishing point

To what we’ve started

When we were rolling the same league

Loving so legit