Hello world, can I talk to you for awhile?
my name is Anny and I’m 20 years old 
I was the most beautiful girl in my high school
boys were chasing me like flies
and girls envied me and declared me their worst enemy !
Well I can’t deny that it pleased me being the center of the world
I was young and I was walking on thorns without feeling hurt
I ran into danger thinking it was paradise on earth
so I depended on my beauty to live in this society
I thought that being beautiful could make me happy
I thought that my dolly face will lead me to the eternal happiness
and my Barbie body will be linked with my prince charming silhouette
but I never thought that my physical treasure will be the bomb that could destroy my dreamy castle
among all the men around me I loved only one
I felt Angelina Jolie who stole Brad Pitt’s heart
he had all the criteria of a human angel
he was the softness in person
he was so attentive that sometimes I envied myself for having him by my side
he filled the absence of my parents, who were often away
I had drawn my future on his chest
and I built our kingdom in his arms
He made me believe that I’m the world in his eyes
and without me there's no continuity for his life
Seeing all what he did for me, how could I not give him my soul?
for me he was the man of my dreams
he said he dreamed of a little Anny that looks all like me
a guy like him how not entrust him my all?
in a moment of weakness, I offered my virginity to who said I’m his dignity
a moment of joy that turned after two months into an horror show
“I’m still young and I never thought of being engaged. I don’t want to be this baby’s father! “
it was the last expression that I heard from him almost 2 years ago
so I guess you knew who am I now
I’m a single mama who was left alone in the process of fighting to give her innocent baby a peaceful life
I goofed and I confessed. I cried and I had to kill myself twice
I wanted to start writing the rest of my story on a white sheet
I wanted to give myself a second chance to fix what I had broken inside me
but why nobody helps me to survive? why everyone looks at me like I’m a criminal that had to die?
why it’s so difficult to find a pure love that can protect me with my baby from these monsters who want to use my broken heart? treating me as an easy woman with naughty mind?
why it’s so hard to forgive a mistake that I had to pay its debts alone,and it’s so easy to push me to hell again?
if my body is dirty, why would you eat it like an animal or an insane?
I’m not here to seek your pity
I came to tell you that I’m stronger than anyone here or there 
I made a mistake and I have fulfilled my responsibility
despite my young age, I ensured the birth of my baby who’s now my reason to still alive 
I smile truly from my heart
I feel confident cause I faced the worst and I’m ready to welcome the best
yes, I’m a single mama and some of you said I’m a disgrace but at least I admitted the blunder that I have made
better than hiding in the obscurity under the mask of a noble person when I’m just a smelly crap walking without pride..