I have been in love for many times! 
but i was never able to make any of them lasts for life
I’m not ugly but I’m not beautiful
I’m not smart but I’m not an idiot
I’m not human but I’m not an alien
wondering why my heart is rejected after being stolen 
is like wondering why the sun rises from the east, not from the west
well, I’m not like the girls who cut their veins and drink their blood
I’m not the type who breaks up with food after losing the one i loved 
and i never thought of living in the dark and sleeping alone
my grandpa was a warrior, and I’m a survivor 
of course I grew up with the white snow who was saved by a kiss
and I lived a century with Cinderella, who was saved by a shoe pearl.
but I never dreamed of being saved by any hero prince

‘cause the midwife who helped mommy to give me birth
was miss reality in person.
and giving up on love doesn’t mean i don’t need love
but honestly i prefer writing about it

better than living it then become a depressed lover
yes, It’s strange, or maybe you think I don’t look like a girl 

with this weird brain
but lemme tell you something you never knew man
the reason why i don’t wanna be loved
It's because i don’t wanna be compared with the dolls you loved 
and being in love is like stripping myself from dignity and pride.
So the day you will choose me for who i am 

not because you want me to be who they are
i will grab you to my world then close the door

to live together till we die

but if you want to mix me with all the ingredients

that you had left to rot better not to approach

BOY.. I’m not her, I am me

and don’t hope that I will change to be perfect for you

whereas I’m aware that even her,

she did everything to be perfect for you too

but you still thirsty and you always order more than you offer