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i still receive your greetings hihihi thanks, honestly i said to my people :"who didn't greet me for PYG's anniversary no need to greet me for my birthday and don't expect that i will greet you on yours" kkkkkkkk :p PYG is more important than anything else in my life kkkk ^^
So did you enjoy the Pt 1? are you ready for more? ;)
let's start!
Q5- Why don’t you write about your personal experiences? And How can you write something emotional when you aren’t living it?
I said it many times, I’m having this power of playing with words and tease emotions, so I want to use it to help those who can’t find a way to express themselves, if I want to talk about my struggles, I have my diary, I write there everything about my personal life and fights, but if there’s a topic about me that I know it actually touches everyone and it’s an international matter, I’ll write about it like I did with “Don’t Believe My Smile”, it was my first and maybe the only poem that I wrote officially about myself but before deciding to release it I made sure that it’s a common struggle , ‘cause yeah everyone everywhere after I read many comments on the social media, I realized that we are all faking our smiles ‘cause we are tired of explaining why we’re sad when no one cares and no one wants to listen. But we truly don’t want to keep on faking it ‘cause we are really hurting and looking for help.
Mmm when I pick one of the most touching emails that I receive from my beloved readers, I try to put myself in their shoes, I act as if I’m that person, if for example that story reminds me of one of my past memories I’ll try to bring it up even though it could hurt me for a while, but I do it anyway just to help me get more emotional. To be honest I struggle a lot while writing my poems ‘cause I live that role, and I cry a lot when I think about that person, how he/she is suffering all alone, why they are so lonely, I try to pour out my heart to describe their pain and make it visible ‘cause that’s what they need, and I guess until today I’m doing great! -PYG's Whisper
Q6- When will you release a new slam project?
Recording isn’t easy, as I said about me living the story while writing the poem, recording is season 2, after pouring out my heart to write an emotional piece now it’s time to pour out my soul and mind and my whole core to deliver all those emotions written, I spend more than 6/7 months practicing to find the right sensation, I truly and sincerely get often so sick of my voice LOL maybe that’s why I hate listening to my singles once they are released LOL, ‘cause I spend nights in my personal studio, and I can’t count how many recordings I made just to pick one in the end, sometimes I refuse to talk to people for days ‘cause I don’t want to be bothered, and once I'm done I need time to disconnect from the personality of that project, and back to my normal world, it’s not easy like some people were thinking, and lately with all the drama of my life I couldn’t focus, and yeah I was about to release a single this summer, but it wasn’t like I wanted it to be, and I don’t want to release something just to mark my presence , it’s something related to emotions only and very important to me so I want to give it my full attention if not I’ll wait until I fix my mind and my schedules.
And I'm sure everyone loves me will wait with me and keep on enjoying my poems! ^^ -PYG's Whisper
Q7- Poets always suffer from loneliness how you deal with yours?
We don’t suffer but we prefer to stay alone, there’s a difference between being alone and lonely, to write we surely need to stay alone, and silence is our favorite company , I can’t write with people babbling around me, just need classic music candles and cup of tea or coffee, but unfortunately, we can’t find always someone with whom we can share this passion, this beauty that no one can fully understand or enjoy, we are living in our special world where everything is possible, everything is spoken , everything is precious and eternal, nothing is out of reach in poetry world, while everyone outside is so fake, so cold so egoist and selfish, they breathe lies and hate, all these facts can’t be related to our world, they call us lunatic 'cause we can't always connect with them as they wish, so we prefer to stay away! ahhhh~ *sigh* how I wish to sit with someone and have a fancy talk about feelings and devotion, words that really need to be spoken, emotions that should be revived, choose a poem, read it together and analyze its topic together, write together, and sip coffee together, but if I talk about poetry with anyone I feel like I'm speaking a spaceman language LOL, they ignore me or avoid me or obviously change the topic and act as if they didn’t hear me, so I shut up. That’s why we are often alone, not our fault, not truly our desire, but we can’t stay with someone ignorant and has no sense of affection, sensation and imagination. I used to feel down and so sad, I almost got dependent to some humans to feel happy but I realized that I was only giving so much and not receiving what I real wanted, I accepted all what they demanded but they never cared or asked what do I really want or long for.
This year I was disappointed and completely broken, I needed affection, just affection and attention, now being alone is my choice, I enjoy my company, and when I want to get silly I can hang out with anyone I want without revealing anything about me, but as a poet I enjoy spending time writing or reading poems, commenting and having short talk with various poets, I feel alive and my day ends up with meaning, now after leaving behind all those toxic facts of my life, I feel completely independent, completely free, my life hasn’t been that cool and shiny before, I don’t need anyone to help me feel complete happy or pretty, poets have their beautiful world and we don’t let anyone in if they don’t deserve it! -PYG's Whisper
TO BE CONTINUED...
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