Hello Bello this is PYG’s Whisper :*
Thanks for joining my first event and celebrating with me my 4th anniversary today, sorry I mean our anniversary! You guys made my dream come true and I’m so grateful from the bottom of my heart, and so happy to be a part of your daily life.
I want to say something special to PYG’s team, staffs, manager and president, they are the reason for which I'm here today, this isn’t my own anniversary but it’s their anniversary as well! Thanks to them all for giving PYG the best and help her be the best. Thanks for scolding me and being strict and exigent and making me work hard ‘cause this is what helped me be where I am today, and to be called the queen of emotions! I love you guys so so so so much! You are my life!
Now it’s time for –WHASSUP PYG? : The Truth- my answers are all ready , and I’ll divide them into 3 parts ‘cause I said it before, they are way too long LOL.
So despite saying no personal questions, I got many weird messages LOL but I had to pick only 10 that got a direct relation with PYG. And as I revealed before, I loved them ‘cause they were so thoughtful and for that I had to release the answer as an article. ^^
Shall we start now?
Okay let begin the 1st question ;)
Q1- What is the most hurtful memory that comes to your mind on the day of your anniversary?
I can’t say I’m having a hurtful memory, I feel emotional, no bitterness comes to my mind, but I cry proudly, when I see how far PYG has come, it wasn’t easy to come and say: “hello I’m a poet please don’t care about who I am just listen to my voice and enjoy my words”. It was so scary, my debut was so fearful, I was saying what if I fail, what if no one will understand what I'm doing, I came here just for one reason, I’ve been rejected I’ve been hurt, no one was there when I fell, no one helped me when I needed just two ear that could listen to me or a friendly hand to pat my back saying I know it’s not easy I feel you. Sometimes I had no words I was in mess inside I just needed someone to speak out my heart and make me say” shit this is what I'm feeling!! damn that’s what I'm living!!”, and ‘cause I know this feeling so I came to be that voice who will help everyone express their feelings when they feel out of control and like they will explode, so sick of loneliness and being misunderstood to know that there’s someone somewhere is feeling your pain is already a comfort. And this is my mission, it is to be your comfort, I don’t care how many people will listen to my voice or read my words I said it since my debut, even if I’ll get only one follower I’ll keep on writing and working hard for that one person and even if I'm having zero follower believe me as long as I'm able to write I won’t stop, ‘cause I believe that one day even 100 years later one person will find one of my poems on the internet and say “ shit this is what I wanted to read” so on my anniversary I remember all the poems I’ve written for many broken angels all over the world and I truly feel proud of being helpful. ^^ -PYG's Whisper
Q2- What is your most favourite project and the one that you regret the most? And do you listen to your slam and read your poems when you need a comfort?
I don’t regret any of my projects honestly, ‘cause each one had a story behind its release, each one was an experience that brought something new to PYG artistically and personally. But I do feel some kind of disappointment, sometimes I don’t feel satisfied at all, I feel like I didn’t give that project a good promotion, or sometimes I feel like I wasn’t fully present!
For example “TRY HER UP” was a very beautiful and so modern poem, but I couldn’t give it a proper promotion, and I still feel sad whenever I remember it even though I promoted it on all the poetry platforms lately off screen, but I just feel disappointed ‘cause sometimes I had to shorten the promotion due to fans matters and haters, but NO MORE!! This is my new revolution and it says “I don’t give a fuck anymore, I don’t have fans but rather words lovers and loyal readers xoxo” fans is not a word that it should be used for a poet it’s so creepy LOL! and if I have to talk about my favourite one, it’s so hard to answer ‘cause I love them all, they are all so special to me, but if I really have to pick one project that was so smooth and everything was so freaking perfect it’s “Love Is A War” everything was so cool posters promotion recording everything and it was something new, not a dark and sad concept. So yeah I love it way too much! (sorry to all my projects you’re all my favourite kkkk)
But to be honest I never ever listened to any of my singles after releasing them, so I never listen to them to comfort myself ‘cause I’ll feel more anxious LOL, I’ll start saying : “OMG I shouldn’t pronounce that word this way!!! SHIT I didn’t express much emotion for this line!! DAMN it wasn’t really emotional” so yeah I can’t listen to them once they are all posted everywhere LOL! mmm but poems mmmmmm…. sincerely I read always -I need love yes I do- 'cause this poem was and still a big hit, like it touched many people and got a lot of love from many poets I can say this one is what helped me being who I am today, and mark my presence in the poetry scene, and it’s still getting a lot of attention until this moment, also -Livid- , it gives me a strong desire to fight all the hardships that I could face every day and it holds me back from giving up even though this one was a poem written for someone else and back then it had no relationship with me but it helps me now so much ! ^^ -PYG's Whisper
Q3- What’s the most difficult part of your promotion? How you handle stress?
OFC THE POSTERS KKKKKK not easy at all to find the right concept ‘cause I always want to come up with original and artistic ideas, posters and titles are the most important part of my promotion, The president director of my team laughed so hard after reading this question, ‘cause we were in the progress of making the posters of my new poem(PPC), and she wasn’t taking it easy on me LOL we struggled a lot to finally validate those teasers that you guys are enjoying now and calling them a piece of art LOL, honestly I started calling her “miss redo” LOL , when me and my manager think it’s okay she says “NO I don’t think it’s okay”, but without her OKAY I CAN’T DO ANYTHING, but glad I’m having the best manager for PYG who knows how to handle my stress and help me out with my schedule and always keep me reminded of PYG’s principals when I lose control and I'm about to do something that could ruin my whole career. For that I want to thank all my poetry team, staffs, manager and president, for giving me all what I need support and materials, for believing in me before my debut and helping me being who I am today
(I know I said it in the beginning but I can’t help myself, without them I'm a broken bird can’t fly ^^) -PYG's Whisper
Q4- Why you chose dark poetry?
On my website biography, you will find also my legendary answer about this question "happiness doesn’t need PYG to describe it" when we’re happy we live this happiness, we share it with everyone, like between us when we are supa dupa extra happy everyone is so ready to join our show, we listen to happy songs without caring about the meaning, like me personally I'm a poet I love reading poems but when I'm happy I truly don’t read any poem LOL, I just look for anything that could move my body I dance in the mirror I go out and I act silly with my people, so yeah happiness is all about actions, but sadness...ayayaaaay..it's loneliness, isolation, looking for a dark place to stay alone far from peoples eyes, also when we are depressed everyone avoids us, that’s when we start to look for the meaning of the lyrics that we never cared about before, we look for any comment any picture that could describe our feelings, that’s when we all run to the world of words, we want to read what’s written in our hearts, and that’s what PYG does, I read your feelings out loud.
And this is the need of poetry in this life. -PYG's Whisper
TO BE CONTINUED...
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