I don't know when would this article be released but i couldn't just drop a poem without talking about what did inspire me to write it.
I can't really imagine your reactions, and i won't be able to reply your MSGs and emails but i hope that you will feel it love it and appreciate it ^^
Mmmm,not being able to record an official podcast and to prepare many events for this special poetry comeback is really sad ..
I wasn’t planning to release any poem until I surprise you all with a slam poetry single, June and July schedules were really supposed to be so full, and even though i had many other responsibilities but i managed with my team to give PYG so much attention, even if i had to work outside the whole day and write, practice and record the whole night, but life was planning something different for me , I have a strong faith and I know I’ll comeback stronger very soon just wait for me.
First I don’t want you to worry, it’s not too serious I will get well soon and get back my inspiration and energy.
I just wanted to talk shortly about the story of my poem, the title itself is a sexual expression that boys used when they want to show their girls how it feels when he's making out with her, I’m not saying that the poem Is sexual but to be able to show how much that girl wants to look like her ex boyfriend new girlfriend it's like touching or trying her up would help her copy paste her charm,, I used some sexual words as metaphors to add some hot and exciting vibe, cos sexuality causes those wild and strong feelings of frustration and loving hating passion desire like it’s hard to describe it so I wanted to add those sexual metaphors to express that wild frustration that my poem is talking about.
But the main topic is that frustrating feeling girls feel after breaking up and especially when they find out about their exes new romances,
they will feel like they were never good enough for them and they start to blame themselves for no reason! lose motivation, feel empty, live carelessly and dislike the way they look, talk, walk and live.
Honestly this was a very messy draft , I was lying down in the living room at 3Am after a rough day of work outside and work from home, and I had mixed emotions about my life , I was wondering if there’s someone right now is also feeling empty like I was, then I started thinking about who’s loving who’s sleeping who’s laughing at that moment and I was just scribbling some random ideas on the paper about living as a single girl having no motivation and just following the pace of life,without having something intimate or someone special to fight for, envying those girls who have beautiful faces and bodies and perfect relationships and boyfriends, then I went to the kitchen to prepare a cup of coffee and I was just checking my social media on my iPhone and suddenly I saw a pic of a pretty girl posing next to a handsome boy, that picture moved something inside me, his smile and happiness was obvious and It inspired me to talk about those girls who got the power of making boys so damn happy, while others make them run away from them and just think about leaving them ASAP .
This is the story behind "try her up", it’s not a personal story but it got some of my personal feelings in the beginning, but i do believe it's a common feeling among girls, it could touch a girl who dislikes herself cos she's been replaced by another girl, or a girl who can't catch her crush's attention, or an ordinary girl who fell in that FLAWLESS BODY/SKIN line, i made sure that this poem could fit all the categories .
I hope you will enjoy it I’m sure many girls will adore it ,
So take care everyone and hope we’ll meet again very soon ^^
PYG’s Whisper With Love ❣️
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