Gooooood day loves!
The rhythm of PYG's life, i mean MY life lol is back!
since we are all spending our days at home during this pandemic that i truly wish it will end as soon as possible!
I'm a homebody, y'all know it, i don't like to be bothered, and i'm not the type who can handle social life outside lol, i can't have a large friend-zone 'cause i can't manage them all lol i'd rather spend my time with few friends not from the same group, there are things that i can share with one of them but i can't share with the others, i learned that i can't get everything i want or need from one person, someone can be the shoulder you're needing, someone can be your mood booster, someone can be your advisor, anyway life is all about learning ^^
since i like to stay home, my friends are from different countries lol i'm more into distance friendship/relationship but i do enjoy my Facetime moment with them the most 'cause i truly don't care about my appearance since we met before a couple of times, i'm so cheerful and energetic when i'm with them, i'm always joking and laughing, well i like to be their mood booster hihihi ^^
but at night, i sincerely don't like to talk, it's my time, it's when i could cuddle myself, tell her how much she's beautiful, how much i'm craving to get to know her, how i wish i could be forgiven for not treating her better and for ignoring her mental health.
i try to look beautiful for myself, the most important tip of my joyful rhythm of the night is when i'm facing my mirror, listening to the music, i sing along, well not singing but lip-syncing lol, i try to chose the playlist that speaks my mood of the night, when i feel down i don't force myself to act normal, 'cause it makes me feel worse, i give my heart the full right to cry or to feel sad but when i cry i tell myself "damn you're prettier when you cry, sexy as F**K" it maybe look creepy? believe me it makes me feel so attractive it's exactly like Cardi B said " i'm too sexy i seduce myself" lol!
I don't need to wait forever for someone to tell me i want to take you along with your flaws past and scars 'cause it's what make you look perfect and beautiful, when i'm supposed to love myself first!
-PYG's Whisper
Being single doesn't really make me feel depressed, they say the night is made for love, but i try to date myself, it's not too bad to hug a pillow, kiss my teddies, and talk to my plants!
trust me try to spend one night as if you are dating yourself, tell yourself what you want to hear, touch your face the way you want to be touched.
i said it before but it won't hurt if i say it again, use candles guys! the power of a candle light is so damn good!
I never ever fall asleep before spending at least 10 minutes meditating with the beautiful night nature!
you truly don't know what you've been missing!
I'll share my favorite playlist of the night, well it's my 00AM ~04AM mood! even the sad songs of this playlist got such a sexy vibe it makes me fly to another world! =P
And here a bonus! another picture from my night self-shot xoxoxoxo :*
PYG'S MIDNIGHT MOOD PLAYLIST
Meditate-by VANESSA Try me + Attention + Heartless + Hurt me - by THE WEEKND None of your concern -by JHENE AIKO FT BIG SEAN Ease your mind- by SARAH BREEDING Body smile- by DVSN Locket- by LILA DREW Cruel intentions- by DELACEY FT G-EAZY Glow- by TOM TRIPP Glass House- by MACHINE GUN KELLY FT NAOMI WILD Like i used to- by TINASHE Eastside- by BENNY BLANCO FT HALSEY, KHALID Die for me- by POST MALONE FT HALSEY, FUTURE The other girl- by KELSEA BALLERINI FT HALSEY Eyes closed + Bad at love + Strangers- by HALSEY Remember me- by DOVE CAMERON FT BIA Sicker- by LAYE I wish + Mercy - by HAYLEY KIYOKO
TO BE CONTINUED..
-PYG's Whisper-
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